Merry Christmas y’all.
Ooh, I can’t hide my excitement. It’s Christmas Day people!
And my soul feels beautiful.🎄🎅🎆🎇🎈🎉🎊🍸🍹🍰
I remember when I was a little girl and wanted to grow up
fast, buy more high heels and wear my hair, so that the wind can blow it.
Now I wish to be 12, or even 9.
Living your life as a young adult is not as easy as we see
it when we are young. It has a whole lot of things we should warn our younger
selves of. I think I need to write a book about being a young adult.
I was wide awake till I heard my phone ring. I answered it
and heard “Happy Birthday, Silly!” I glanced at the clock and saw the time,
12:00am.
OMG! It’s two things: My Birthday! And it’s Christmas!
Exactly two years ago, I was on the search for a woman. A
woman I have not met or seen before. I was wondering whether I could find her.
I have seen a piece of her in my mother, so I had a fair idea of what part of
her would look like.
It’s been two years and I realized, I am only 25% there. I
wonder if it is a total waste of time.
But I am slowly learning that finding someone is not going
to be an easy journey. You might get flat tyres, you’ll get hungry, eat bad
food and get running stomach (diarrhoea), run out of money, meet good strangers
and bad strangers. Finding someone is muddy, rough, scary, fun and
overwhelming.
I thought of asking people to help me find that woman. Yes,
I asked family, friends (my good friends), the church, the community, the
workplace, books, the stars in the sky, the past and the present. I wanted to
ask the future but it would spoil the fun.
I asked God. You know our Heavenly Father already. He has
things in place to help me find her, but I will have to do my part. It’s like
asking God to have sufficient money. He won’t send you gold and money, but He
would give you strength and wisdom to work hard to earn money.
The woman I am looking for is the woman I want to be, and I
am only 25% there.
I hope to find her.
Life has been fun and overwhelming and heartbreaking, but we
are still surviving.
Yes, we are.
I have been keeping it real since the day I was born.
I feel like I am writing a post all about myself.
Hehehe xx.
That is the power of a personal blog.
How is your Christmas day?
I feel like I am writing a post all about myself.
Hehehe xx.
That is the power of a personal blog.
How is your Christmas day?
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